warm feeling

wed went to SP to help choon lian's sister for her practical. she is taking erm i donno how to call it. it is a person who do things to your eyes. first impression of SP is that its very big and alot of ppl. those eyes that tells you who are you really makes me feel uneasy. met his sister[cant remember her name] she brought us to her pratical room and qi hao and i were separated. wad happened is that erm i think check your eyes and i hate the part when my eye upper eye lid is being flip up. gahhhh the feeling is really uneasy and tears just kept following down.

after that went to qi hao's house to play cs and a match of dota. thought him some techniques and he really can pick up. thats good. after that his mother auto cook my share for dinner. i did not request man but she just cook. soon after the dota match everyone of his family members sat together on the dinning table to have their dinner. seeing them[his father, mother and older brother] together seems to me that it is their daily routine. the scene is really warm, i feel like i was part of their family. his father is really a joker. abt the cough i really did not mean it. to have a gathering like this in my family is only on reunion dinner. its like a once in a year shit. even though wad cold jokes or how crazy is his brother everyone still sits together having dinner. somemore it has being a damn bloody long time i eat a home cooked food. ahhhh its really like heaven. oh well after that its home sweet home.

what do i really want?

lately i went to shatec with friends to check out wad do are we gonna expect when we encounter when going to shatec. oh boy after talking to the guy who entertained us. there are two choices laid down for us, if you want a cheaper sch fee you have to go for the tough road. 3 years course OR a more expensive one a 2 year course but there is no guarntee for you to secure a place in F&B industry unless you take the 3 year course which is better.

i was attracted to it but after the guy told me that the last year which is a working bond it has to be done after i served my NS. it will be after 2 years and come on i bet 2 years not doing any cooking i bet i will go rusty. lets take it for example i used to play warcraft standard game. after not touching the game for sometime i lost touch of it and began to lose the feeling that i used to have in the past in winning the match. i think it goes same as cooking if you did not touch it the skill will definately become rusty.

next the modules which is subjects that will be taking. it seems little but the problem lies here. you got to score at least >70 for grading system and core modules with >2.75 GPA. actually the scoring systems i don care but but when you cant meet the min requirement you have to op out and you have to pay back a sum of money back to shatec. i bet if op out be prepared to pay abt >7k

i thought of just "pin" but wad if i pin and "pang chet"? who is gonna pull me out of the mess? you? you? you? or you? i bet no one.

YES!!

just had my shower. it feels great. yuppp and i finally pluck up the courage to ask yuesing this "yuesing i wanna cont our relationship. Do you?"at 11.40.50pm and she replied "Yes" at 1.47.42 am. i donno whether she get it wad is relatioship but just a "yes" makes me feel abit insecure. but she said a "yes" so i think its a OK? haha. haiz but still haven reply my msg despite sending her 3 times.

yup hmm update for the past few days after the last post. nvr do much, cant be bothered to exercise -_-... bought new games, Red Alert 3 and need for speed undercover. guess wad my comp cant support them fully zzzz waste of $$$. alright gonna end here. hope can go out with her soon ^^

wants and needs

wooo its kind of late now.. 11.20. came back from funan and bought myself a PC game. need for speed undercover. BUT my dvd rom spoilt. T.T haizzzz cant play. ahhhhhhhhh. oh yea today i resisted myself from buying iTouch 16GB i feel that the mp3 is a want NOT a need. therefore i will forget abt buying it unless there is an IT fare which i may reconsider again =D yea that is nth much for today


backkkk to 17/11/08 wheeeee that is Grad Night. yup i had lots of fun. food, photos and best of all friends!!! i get to enjoy myself by seeing them, taking pics with them. ahhh its really a day to remember=D too bad didnt take photos with miss tay and thng. gahhh who cares, heh. oh yea end it with some pics that i find it nice to me=]]]

parting ways..

back to blogging=] wad i did in the afternoon. hmm. ah! i went to have lunch, watched an anime "taradora" heh its a funny anime. romance, comedy and best of all nice storyline=] and finally i went for a run. man its tiring and makes me sickly. zzz. wad happened to my "fit" days when i can just run around the running route non stop for 3 rounds??? guess i'm gradually becoming weak. haiz..

after that i had dinner and started to see the graduation package that i got from the graduation day. brings back memories during my secondary life. being with friends, joking with them and studying together!! i'm gonna miss that. haiz.. everyone is parting ways, will we still remain as friends down 5 years the road? or we are just gonna treat one another as strangers? gahhh turning to emotional again. ending now

is this what i want?

3 days nvr blog. reason being is i was ill yesterday which is due to the rainy weather i guess. after reading blogs of my friends i think the way i spent my holis are pretty boring. all i did was slacking at home using comp, fixing gundam models are just slack at the couch starring at the spaceless white ceiling. is that wad i wanna do for the rest of my holis?? gahhh don wanna think abt it. don feel like thinking of anything. ending now

2nd post!

haha it has being a long time since i post more than 1 post in a day. it feels kind of shiok? heh nah not such a thing. enough of that crap. this is a short post. after that ealier post i went to pack my table and pack other stuff that belongs to me. tmr hope to clear it, catch a movie and go for a runnnnnnnnnnn. haha most of my friends don like running as a form of exercise. some prefer basketball to soccer. but most of them sure hate running. but for me i do not have the choice since i have a small size and not that tall. playing sports like soccer or basketball aren't the things for me. yup nothing more to blog abt le shall end here.