Sunday, 11 January 2009

words cant explain how nervous am i now...

Yipeee its 2nd post in 2009. feel kind of nostalgic. shld be happy that its a new year, new beginning, and a new chapter of life. but.. just donno why feeling scared, frighten, nervous over my O level results. lots of things went thru my mind when fuk kin told me the release date when we were having dinner together.

guess wad i had 2 dreams last night. first was that i did well for my o levels and woke up feeling really good and happy. but went i fell back to sleep things changed, i did really badly. my parents know the results and its chaos at home with me quarrelling with my parents. it seriously stresses me up. things seems went out of control and i woke up feeling real scared. i even dared not to get up of my bed. pleading that someone can stop the earth from spinning for a while to allow me to cool down.

well i still over came that fear and went ahead with my daily routine. read paper, watch animes and playing games. it has being awhile since i did household chores by myself. hmm feels great as i get to exercise =X

soon its dusk. cont playing and had dinner with bro. he told me the reason why he is back this late. its due to his buddy who went for stitch at his eye. bro even said before going to hospital for treatment, half of his face is covered with blood. arrggghhhhhh i cant imagine.

alright its time to go. PRAYING hard for ok results!!!!!! *praying!!! =/

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