sorry about the late post and this post is about my rantings. "axe" this window if you find it uncomfortable
finally 1st term of poly life is over. summary.. misses sec sch days.. why i say that?
1.when going from one classroom to another takes quite some time for me. on some days i have to travel from one end of the sch to another. to and fro just like that. =/
2.projects are killers. haha. deadline stresses everyone up. ppl gets dulan when you did not get this thing done that thing done. need to meet up, etc etc. often i ended up in last min work so cant really do much.
3. this is the part that i'm not good at. tolerating humiliation when i all i did was giving a smile. ahh LJ bin ahh monkey face. for the first few times i thought they was joking but subsequently they just continues when the opportunity comes. like wad a friend said "si guan jiu hao"(get use to it). they can be friendly at times but a really nemesis at another time.
its like i have found a group which i thought i can stick along with for the 1st semester but as times go by friction builds up until i cant be bothered to say "i'm sorry" or "its my fault, forgive me"
maybe its because i've changed or the new environment that i have never tasted before.. i guess i cant always stick to gess style social network. everyone has to move on. life still has to go on. i cant expect that my old buddies in sec sch can go to the same sch, same class altogether like wad we did in gess.
this hit me quite badly.
lastly ppl who cant help themselves. i have a classmate of mine who like to watch movies on ipod touch during classes. he can seriously hackcare about the surroundings during lecture classes but comes crawling up during tutorial. he even made phone calls to clarify his doubts just before the common test. its like come on man. if you can afford to be so entu during some lessons why not divert some attention to listen in class?
hope i does not end up in the same class as i am after the first sememster..
ahhh feeling better now. woots now i know why in the past ppl keeps diary.
alright shunhui time to get out of these misery and treat everything as a learning step! =]
jia na! =]
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