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LOL right now at sch lib. in the room, my sch got so called private rooms where you can book and do anything you wan EXCEPT switching off lights. later i'll upload a pic about the rules and regulations when in the room.

donno wad to put right now. just feel very very tired. oh yea got thing to talk about liao. hmm this may make you feel uncomfortable. i found out that i now adays after having lunch in sch i will always head to the toilet and SHIT. =X not knowing why is do i wanna shit but its sort of nature's call ba. LOL. yup and now typing it out makes me wanna make a trip there sooooo

BRB =D

back~~ =]

sian later still got lesson 4pm then can go =\ argh~!! crap wad am i doing =/

ok its a short post i go slack until 1~ =]

jia na!=]

<3 hearty chats

WAD THE SHIT the dashboard just now sudd say i posted this post =/

gahh gotta start again. here goes

ai seh so fast another week is gone =\ sometimes sch can past like a blink of an eye but sometimes it is as slow as a snail getting from point A to B. lectures are teaching new things and it seems to be getting harder =\\=//

one topic which really makes wanna throw the book at the teacher is eng mechanics. kinematics is "f-ing" killer so many formulars cc_ alright i go makan first

alright back. right cont from where i stopped.

ever since i heard from the mother that jie jie is getting married sudd feel "she bu de". although everytime ask her buy things for me( thats one of the reason) but most importantly there's no one that i can turn to when i'm at my lowest. its always those chats/talks that makes me feel really good. its a no no if i were to turn to my bro for help. he'll just laugh at me =[ and i only realise that my jie jie do "teng wo" in the past i just find her very "lor saw" and keep saying me =\ but for the last few days i saw finally know why. sianz only when she's leaving then i come to realise. T.T

alright hopes her wedding will go according to their plans and not those 2 fag's.

right the next few weeks is not gonna be a smooth sailing. ending here =]

jia na!=]

really tired

woah after the holiday and going back to sch is like i had a really long term break. i simply cant sleep the night before sch starts. to top it all projects nightmare is back and its really back for vengence. D-E-A-D-L-I-N-E-S. this 1 word 8 letters(excluding "S") makes acceleration of white hair at "JET-TO" speed. things are aren't gonna get better.. core modules are getting harder to understand after every lecture. .

gahhhh its really hard to adapt~~~ bring me back to GESS T.T

lolol. like -CL gor gor said "life is a learning journey"
-Din "everyday is a learning step"

time to get down to business in training myself up. feel rather weak when rock climbing. heh
and the next holiday to do some volunteer work? anyone wans-ah join?=]

right.. its 10.27pm now. heading bed now~~~

jia na!=]

gahhhh~~~

Alright tonight is the last night that i'm playing wow with my bro and dota with my really good sec dota buddies

sch is starting tmr and its gonna be a horrific 7 intense week of schooling =/ and its the term that i'm gonna be decided whether which course to proceed on for the next 2 and 1/2 years in NP..

andddd its gonna be a long day tmr from 7am(wake up time) to 6pm. zzz MONDAYSSSSSS ~!@#$%^&*

k gonna get the bed now =]

jia na!=]

simply happy~! =]

hmm why i say i'm happy its because i achieve a goal in a game that i'm playing. its World Of Warcraft(WOW) at first i don really like that game cause everytime i'm seeing my brother staring at his computer the whole day playing that game. afraid that i will be like him one day i try to keep that game out of my mind. but things started to change when he wanted to restart a new character to play with me. he even gave up his old motherboard to sort of convince me. knowing that i cant escape i started playing wow.

and here i am addicted to the game. sometimes i'll just be like my brother. together we will play quest, complete instances(dungeons).

right.. about the goal at the beginning of the post. a few weeks ago when i told my brother that my long term goal in the game is to get a charger( a type fast and nice mount). due to the 300 goal that you have to commit to start off the quest i named it as long termed goal. but just 3-4 days ago when i earned! my 300+ goal by running instances and selling some items is Auction House. that goal of mine is 1/2 way realised. woots.

then last night i finally got it together with my bro. wooo~ the feeling is really overwhelming. i couldn't even sleep. lol. i'm really helpless when coming to addicted to games. gahh~~



alright~~~~ sch is starting... in say next week?
crabbb. haha i had zero projects done except for one i think. imaging that i have to wake up every tues to thurs and alternate mon at 6am KILLS~~~ =/

stopping here. oh yea and transformers is really a die die must watch show.

jia na! =]

slack~~~

wahhh looking at the calender and 1 week of the holiday is gone. gahhh~~ sucks. time really flies when slacking at home. after a few hours of gaming, "its time for lunch" then next few hours, "its dinner~" i still haven touch a single thing from my sch bag. i bet its collecting dust. plan to start doing assignments next week.

thinking about when sch starts its =// its gonna be another 8-9 weeks of schooling.

yup a short post. shall stop here!

jia na!=]

holidays~~=]] , speakers corner

sorry about the late post and this post is about my rantings. "axe" this window if you find it uncomfortable


finally 1st term of poly life is over. summary.. misses sec sch days.. why i say that?

1.when going from one classroom to another takes quite some time for me. on some days i have to travel from one end of the sch to another. to and fro just like that. =/

2.projects are killers. haha. deadline stresses everyone up. ppl gets dulan when you did not get this thing done that thing done. need to meet up, etc etc. often i ended up in last min work so cant really do much.

3. this is the part that i'm not good at. tolerating humiliation when i all i did was giving a smile. ahh LJ bin ahh monkey face. for the first few times i thought they was joking but subsequently they just continues when the opportunity comes. like wad a friend said "si guan jiu hao"(get use to it). they can be friendly at times but a really nemesis at another time.

its like i have found a group which i thought i can stick along with for the 1st semester but as times go by friction builds up until i cant be bothered to say "i'm sorry" or "its my fault, forgive me"
maybe its because i've changed or the new environment that i have never tasted before.. i guess i cant always stick to gess style social network. everyone has to move on. life still has to go on. i cant expect that my old buddies in sec sch can go to the same sch, same class altogether like wad we did in gess.
this hit me quite badly.

lastly ppl who cant help themselves. i have a classmate of mine who like to watch movies on ipod touch during classes. he can seriously hackcare about the surroundings during lecture classes but comes crawling up during tutorial. he even made phone calls to clarify his doubts just before the common test. its like come on man. if you can afford to be so entu during some lessons why not divert some attention to listen in class?
hope i does not end up in the same class as i am after the first sememster..

ahhh feeling better now. woots now i know why in the past ppl keeps diary.

alright shunhui time to get out of these misery and treat everything as a learning step! =]

jia na! =]