hohoho so fast and we are biding farewell for 2008 and welcome 2009. its gonna be a difficult year ahead for me. new sch new environment and worse of all its the year that my results are gonna be released.. i'm really scared. haha and today i watched a movie 2 times for the first time in my life and its called.... YES MAN! haha! its seriously a nice show and its really worth to watch again. yuppp i have nth really much to say. my dota match is starting soon sooooooooooooo

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRRRR 2009!!!!!

2008 closing to an end

29/12/08 guess 2008 is coming to an end. hmm for me this year i think is one of the toughest for me. be it in academic studies or emotions or relationship. it all have these four words. "suan tian ku la" without them i think life will be like a mundane. well i cant really think of anything to write. just hope that that paper will worth something for me if not i'm a goner..

yup hope next year will be a good year for eveyone =)

time seriously flies

woah seeing now its 21/12/08. it has being 6 days i didnt update. i still asked my mother, "is today mon" cause i was craving to watch "yi zi mei" a korean action drama series aired in channel u during week nights from 10pm. and she said a chim chinese shit which i think means "you're having fun until u have forgotten about time" well its true, all i did during my holis was to hang out with friends to watch movie or play sports like badminton and gluing myself to my monitor in DOTA. while some of my friends indulge themselves in working to earn some kar-chings.

yep i finished watching samurai champloo, seriously its really nice. yep its a short post will update more if there are more events happening to me =D

Great day!! =DD

hehehe today shld say its one of my day. although woke up with a sore throat -_- but still hehe it feels great to have today =D hmm lets start from wad i did in the morning =D

woke up and watched some really cool and nice anime, SAMURAI CHAMPLOO~~~ no sweat man this anime is really nice. but not better than one piece =D alright watched until like noon and went to have lunch with bro. lol and the usual store we go to eat sudd ask my bro, "are you brothers?" lol and my bro nord his head =DDD and i smiled back. after lunch went to grab my trusty bike and cycled my way to sch. haha to return a cd that i borrowed from qi hao. Counter-Strike.. haha. its really cool to cycle to sch and its my first time and it is a thing that i wanted to do for quite sometime.

in sch saw friends, boy its really quite sometime i nvr see them and it really brings back memories the days we spent in this crab sch xD. played tai di with tobie, qi hao, willy! and first time i won!! ahahahahahah. feels quite good =] no la i think its tyco. yep played a few rounds and headed back home. yep and on the way back just feel so good =]]

after that played 2 rounds of dota and lost... and my bro threw me a letter. "woah not bad $$$ wor" went to see and its GOOD PROGRESS AWARD. ahahaha it really shocks me but hmmm i also donno why can get GPA my prelims ang mo get E8. really tyco. alright its 11.26pm now. time to koon see ya!

wad a wonderful day =D

mundane lifestyle

it has being 3 days after she officially said she wants to change her mind. let her be ba, i cant do anything to stop her from taking back her words. let her have it her way ba maybe she has her reasons.

ok wad have i done from end of paper until now. actually i did nothing i just played till i go headache or feeling that my head is splitting into half. its pretty boring actually. and my bro now is addicted to a game called World of Warcraft. i think is a MMORPG. gahh nth interesting to post. ending here

GOTTA GIVE UP!!=]

hehe 5 days nvr post. pratically for the past five days i'm just slacking around doing nth except for yesterday, my pri sch friend brought me to a so called job orientation. it is a be a sales agent. to get promoted you have to meet a number of POINTS VALUE.

soo heres the chart from SALES AGENT ---> SALES EX[1000PV] ---> MARKETING EX[4000PV] ---> MARKETING MANAGER[16000PV]

i hope to earn my first 4 digit value pay cheque and treat everyone to crystal jade resturant. hehehe with my shirt pants tie and blazer. it will be damn cool sia. but oh well after hearing a friend tell me wad he experienced i think its really not worth it. i guess i better find other job ba or just really slack my ass until results are taken back.

oh yea and i guess i am a dumb ass to wait for you a whole year for nth. this one year i bet you have changed, i cant deny the fact that i've also changed. so guess this is the end? yea no use brooding over this shitty issue anymore you're sick of it? i'm too. so yep can just be friends then just keep this friendship going ba =D

warm feeling

wed went to SP to help choon lian's sister for her practical. she is taking erm i donno how to call it. it is a person who do things to your eyes. first impression of SP is that its very big and alot of ppl. those eyes that tells you who are you really makes me feel uneasy. met his sister[cant remember her name] she brought us to her pratical room and qi hao and i were separated. wad happened is that erm i think check your eyes and i hate the part when my eye upper eye lid is being flip up. gahhhh the feeling is really uneasy and tears just kept following down.

after that went to qi hao's house to play cs and a match of dota. thought him some techniques and he really can pick up. thats good. after that his mother auto cook my share for dinner. i did not request man but she just cook. soon after the dota match everyone of his family members sat together on the dinning table to have their dinner. seeing them[his father, mother and older brother] together seems to me that it is their daily routine. the scene is really warm, i feel like i was part of their family. his father is really a joker. abt the cough i really did not mean it. to have a gathering like this in my family is only on reunion dinner. its like a once in a year shit. even though wad cold jokes or how crazy is his brother everyone still sits together having dinner. somemore it has being a damn bloody long time i eat a home cooked food. ahhhh its really like heaven. oh well after that its home sweet home.

what do i really want?

lately i went to shatec with friends to check out wad do are we gonna expect when we encounter when going to shatec. oh boy after talking to the guy who entertained us. there are two choices laid down for us, if you want a cheaper sch fee you have to go for the tough road. 3 years course OR a more expensive one a 2 year course but there is no guarntee for you to secure a place in F&B industry unless you take the 3 year course which is better.

i was attracted to it but after the guy told me that the last year which is a working bond it has to be done after i served my NS. it will be after 2 years and come on i bet 2 years not doing any cooking i bet i will go rusty. lets take it for example i used to play warcraft standard game. after not touching the game for sometime i lost touch of it and began to lose the feeling that i used to have in the past in winning the match. i think it goes same as cooking if you did not touch it the skill will definately become rusty.

next the modules which is subjects that will be taking. it seems little but the problem lies here. you got to score at least >70 for grading system and core modules with >2.75 GPA. actually the scoring systems i don care but but when you cant meet the min requirement you have to op out and you have to pay back a sum of money back to shatec. i bet if op out be prepared to pay abt >7k

i thought of just "pin" but wad if i pin and "pang chet"? who is gonna pull me out of the mess? you? you? you? or you? i bet no one.

YES!!

just had my shower. it feels great. yuppp and i finally pluck up the courage to ask yuesing this "yuesing i wanna cont our relationship. Do you?"at 11.40.50pm and she replied "Yes" at 1.47.42 am. i donno whether she get it wad is relatioship but just a "yes" makes me feel abit insecure. but she said a "yes" so i think its a OK? haha. haiz but still haven reply my msg despite sending her 3 times.

yup hmm update for the past few days after the last post. nvr do much, cant be bothered to exercise -_-... bought new games, Red Alert 3 and need for speed undercover. guess wad my comp cant support them fully zzzz waste of $$$. alright gonna end here. hope can go out with her soon ^^

wants and needs

wooo its kind of late now.. 11.20. came back from funan and bought myself a PC game. need for speed undercover. BUT my dvd rom spoilt. T.T haizzzz cant play. ahhhhhhhhh. oh yea today i resisted myself from buying iTouch 16GB i feel that the mp3 is a want NOT a need. therefore i will forget abt buying it unless there is an IT fare which i may reconsider again =D yea that is nth much for today


backkkk to 17/11/08 wheeeee that is Grad Night. yup i had lots of fun. food, photos and best of all friends!!! i get to enjoy myself by seeing them, taking pics with them. ahhh its really a day to remember=D too bad didnt take photos with miss tay and thng. gahhh who cares, heh. oh yea end it with some pics that i find it nice to me=]]]

parting ways..

back to blogging=] wad i did in the afternoon. hmm. ah! i went to have lunch, watched an anime "taradora" heh its a funny anime. romance, comedy and best of all nice storyline=] and finally i went for a run. man its tiring and makes me sickly. zzz. wad happened to my "fit" days when i can just run around the running route non stop for 3 rounds??? guess i'm gradually becoming weak. haiz..

after that i had dinner and started to see the graduation package that i got from the graduation day. brings back memories during my secondary life. being with friends, joking with them and studying together!! i'm gonna miss that. haiz.. everyone is parting ways, will we still remain as friends down 5 years the road? or we are just gonna treat one another as strangers? gahhh turning to emotional again. ending now

is this what i want?

3 days nvr blog. reason being is i was ill yesterday which is due to the rainy weather i guess. after reading blogs of my friends i think the way i spent my holis are pretty boring. all i did was slacking at home using comp, fixing gundam models are just slack at the couch starring at the spaceless white ceiling. is that wad i wanna do for the rest of my holis?? gahhh don wanna think abt it. don feel like thinking of anything. ending now

2nd post!

haha it has being a long time since i post more than 1 post in a day. it feels kind of shiok? heh nah not such a thing. enough of that crap. this is a short post. after that ealier post i went to pack my table and pack other stuff that belongs to me. tmr hope to clear it, catch a movie and go for a runnnnnnnnnnn. haha most of my friends don like running as a form of exercise. some prefer basketball to soccer. but most of them sure hate running. but for me i do not have the choice since i have a small size and not that tall. playing sports like soccer or basketball aren't the things for me. yup nothing more to blog abt le shall end here.

its finally over

wheee exams are finally over. there isn't alot of things i want to do in my mind. but the things i wanna get really cost lots of $$$ like braces. right now i would like to watch finish inuyasha anime series and remove the worksheets. they really take up lots of space. sheeh. troublesome. yup cant really think of anything now because its 11.37am now. yup gotta end now

what can i do when you're ignoring me

i'm back back back. =] today's specials.... hmmm. haha nothing. all i did was watch 1 episode of inuyasha, sorted out the coins from my coin box(which came out a total of $465 =]]]) and just played my psp the whole day. though its boring but its what i always wanted. to stay at home and playyyy. i bet some of my friends are either studying or hanging out with friends. but to me being able to stay at home and do what i like its the best. =D tmr got to do some studying of not difficult qns will start to unfold in front of me which i do not want. hope i have the discipline.

yup to end this of a pic that i took

today i'm luckyyy

today went to sch for lessons. and guess wad everyone is late for 1 hr. nice....studied phy MCQs, i was fun^^ and before seeing them i saw mr kung. lolz he ask me wan come back help DSG. NOT in a milllion years dude... get some brainless dog to lead the unit ba.

back to phy. sure learnt alot of things beyond my imagination. after studying for quite awhile. we went for recess haha. i miss the canteen food. i've being eating there for 5 years. although ppl say you will feel "ni" but if i do not eat the food for some time i will miss the taste. after phy went to chinatown to upgrade my psp and got some new shirts from han ten. and i cost less than $30. woo i'm a lucky ass today but it rained heavily. zzzz. now i got new psp games and more storage capacity. shiok ahhhh. yup now its 11.25 and i wanna watch a documentary. i shall end here.

is it you or me

just got back from playing dota. its a victory. fun and relaxing. lolz. this afternoon went to bank in money and a hair cut. now my hair is very short. crap.. actually planned to go to chinatown to upgrade the psp but the rolling thunder just kept me from leaving my house. and now its pouring like mad. hope tmr will get to go there. got tons of qns to ask the person. haha.

today's a short post.

finally can wind down abit

lol the title seems to tell me that i look stressful. i agree that the first few papers are abit stressful as they are sci and language papers. most of the time i will be studying but i just donno why after POA paper 2. i just cant get myself to sit down on the chair to start studying for my ss. which in the end i guess i did not do well. thought i did well in section B but after checking with ans with friends. haiz... really make a mess out of it in section B. whats wrong with me? is it the temptation of downloading the games i want for my psp?? or is it that my engine really came to a halt? gahhh this is torturing.. seriously.. wahhhh

after all its over, i cant do anything but to see my results next year. forget it. FORGET IT. just came out of the room after playing "space invaders extreme" haha its damn nice. especially the music it really blends into the game and make you wanna cont playing at and when you don realise it you're addicted to it. like wad a friend told me" you can heave a big big sign of relief after tmr(today)" haha

gotta end now hope to post tmr's happenings

it has being a while

wooo finally blogging again. came to post to start this old rusty engine again. it has being a long time since the last post.

this year is blast for me. lots of things just pop out simultaneously. its hard to catch up. there was a moment that i felt like giving up. but there is just an invisible driving force that drives me all the way until now. wonder what was it.. lolz enough of the crap. t0day is 311008 and it means O level is ending real soon for good. cheers!! haha. i'm only left with only SS(social studies) and MCQs for POA and Scis. overall i think its quite ok. but hope to score well for them. can't cry over a spilled milk and they're over.

after exams, i sure have quite alot of things to do. like getting braces(i hope), do exercises and prepare for an interview(please pass!!=])

right got nothing more to add on. gotta end here

it has being awhile since i blog. reason being jus busy with studies, homeworks, test and stress to top it all. every start of the week i will always look forward to the weekend, same as the feeling when i was in sec 4. don really have much to say about. the gap is jus damn huge. nth much to anymore

sch was ok. got test, situational writing. sure gone case, write all when you only have to choose one. mr siew reprimanding on some essays which he claimed that they will wake us up. have a feeling that this year is like no difference from last year, everyone will be last min doing revision of chiong. all the lessons went ok but for phy. mr lim is a cockster la, waste time by talking crap and the things he teach like anyhow bomb, guess have to go for tuition liao, bo bian.

after that go see CHL (chan hoong leong), everything that you can say but you compare my results, that is the thing that i'm really unhappy about, you compared someone who you rarely see during scouts meeting with someone who was once in your PLC. doing all the shits, managing your fuck up shed, stave rack. hearing from wad you said today, guess the 4 years will go down into drain...

really regretted joining scouts when i was sec 1. got cheated for its "cca points...."

hahaha damn happy. sat went for class outing. see jun hong, teck seng, faisal. well its great to see them. the outing was held at east coast park. means its cycling ^^ it was fun super fun. first part of the time was teaching gary and tobie how to cycle. tobie pro, so fast know how to cycle. nice but for gary, didnt really know but he kind of got the hang of it. after that, got sian went with kwan hong to cycle around the east coast and saw a new facility, like water activity. soon after that we turn back and saw alex they all, soonnn after more ppl start to arrive.

cycle cycle cycle. was fun, got to see planes, feel the breeze and and yup the blue blue sky the feeling is really donno how to describe. then came rain, zzzz and sorry tobie you fell off the bike and i never come and help you. really sorry..... got drenched then went home. feeling wet and cold. yup finally end off with pics =]





both photos taken at betok jetty

jus woke up. think i too tired liao. last night didnt sleep well, cus i felt like vomitting. luckily i tamed that demon within me. got to sch, still feeling unwell. heng when in class much better. but before going to class have to write name due to long hair. knew it liao, bo bian but at least its settled as ah mi help me to cut. thanks

first day of sch was ok, jus that the girls in my class doubled the number of boys in the class. talk cock for the whole day, tmr start lesson and guess wad got mock exam. zzzz

best of luck 5A, for the compo tmr

today damn sian..... yi ren told me which class am i in next year. guess all the good old friends that we know each other since sec 1 are mostly in different class... sad huh... ya... knew it will happen as i have the feeling since N level was over. donno how to express the feeling now. jus feeling damn sian. sorry if the msn conversation was like cold towards you. hope you see the post will know wad i'm feeling. sorry... yup donno wanna think of it liao. the more i think the more sian i am. looking forward to tmr, hope tmr will be a smooth day

yup shall end here. don wanna think of it liao