Friday, 17 December 2010

Holidays!

Yes! finally a short break from schooling lol..

Hmm an update;

-Into the 6 week of exercise. Haha its 1 week exercise once.

-Yea being greedy sure kills. I've learnt my lesson on that. *Kept in one of the thousand and one drawers in my brain*

-Projects kills; luckily no presentations so far for this sem ^_^

-Learnt that saying "forgive" is easier to say than done

-Learnt that thinking of my own convinence now may jeapodise my future =\

-Also learnt that don't throw myself into that ring of fire if I don't know how to extinguish it.

Lastly pride blinds the truth that you want to see.

Oh yea.. got to go back sch for projects. Si bei Sian -_-

Saturday, 27 November 2010

Greed

Greed Kills and i seriously fell for it.

I promised myself i will never do it again!

Sunday, 7 November 2010

What a day...

Finally when i want to get down to business by doing my CAD(Computer Aided Design) my laptop is not supporting me. I wanted to do my tutorials BUT i just can't do it. Why? When i draw a line in the software. I cannot see my drawn line, i have to scroll in with my mouse then i can see. Yes scrolling in can allow me to see my drawing but the dimension will be off when i scroll in and out. Thus it will be out of shape. . . I suspect is my laptop that could not support the program. The max resolution is small compared to normal laptop.. Oh well i will have to bring my laptop down to sch again to check =/

I could have done the tutorial at the comfort in my room. Now i have to go to sch to have it done -_-

DONE whinning, gtg revise abit and do some online quizzes.

Sunday, 24 October 2010

SIAN

sian sian sian... tmr sch is starting. need to tolerate new nonsense from classmates? well see how it goes tmr =/

well i have to say the last 2 weeks of holiday was totally awesome. finally got to meet 好朋友(TTKM)! like finally. hahah. caught a movie together, it was totally amazing. well it thought me that even "unique" people are still people, SO treat them well okay! (: don't look down on them!

last week of holiday was spent with dota clique. hahah too imbal, played the whole night, lots of laughter and jokes. lololol. Not craving for another session. TOO TIRED =/

well there's always this time where bidding farewell to holiday is hard =/

Got to brace a storm tmr! WISH ME LUCK!

Friday, 8 October 2010

MSN is back!

HOHO damn song. The title says it all!

Gwad damn happy now =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Friday, 1 October 2010

My results sure brighten up my day! =D

Yes~! Finally seeing my gpa improved really made me feel damn happy. To say the truth i had a really rough time for the last sem. I guess hardwork and enduring nonsense from those scumbags paid off! This sem's GPA is 3.72 and cumulative GPA is 3.581111111111111, an improvement of 0.08111111111111111111. Though it may look small but its still an improvement! SI BEI SONG! THANK GOD ! =D

Yea i'm starting to get use to these metals on my teeth although it still hurts when i'm eating food but it'll get better!

Ahhh~ just so happy =D *times* 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

Thursday, 23 September 2010

YES!

YES! AFTER A WEEK of pure porridge, i finally had my first solid food. I had sliced fish hor fun! (:

Tuesday, 21 September 2010

I promise i will be a better son

I just survived 2 ordeals. The post extraction tooth and it still hurts now =/ and the other is stomach pain. I wonder if its gastric, i hurts at the intestine area. Glad that it went off after eating porridge.

Talking about porridge.. i finally realise seeing the back of my mum preparing the porridge makes me wanna strive an even better terms with her. She woke up early, accompanied me to clinic, went to market to buy extra minced meat for me, old water with salt in it and even porridge. I asked myself how can i still be so heartless to her sometimes ): I guess those words i said in the past are just 气头上的话.

Now i know why 母爱 is so 伟大.

I actually prayed to god for his forgiveness :OOOOOOOOOO

GTG eat my porridge!

Friday, 17 September 2010

Friday, 27 August 2010

YOG; awesome experience

Its over; yog. Next city host will be Nanjing. HOHO 4 years time, might wanna go there see :O

Yes this inaugural yog totally gave me a wonderful experience, get to see athletes, hot translators :$ and not to forget getting to meet wonderful people. working with this bunch of people makes me feel that time pass fast in scape(where I'm stationed)

Up next would be exams and spending the holidays slacking at home! =D

Alright gtg for revision.

Jia na!

Thursday, 5 August 2010

Not smooth sailing at all

life is getting bitter and bitter as i get along with life. my sch's system of 15 minutes grace is removed with effect starting of next sem. what made me laugh is that they shorten the class lesson. isn't that an even fucked up? snake eating teachers will come later and release even earlier.

so now i pay school fees to have this fear that if i come later than than the time indicated on the timetable i will be marked absent and get debarred from exam. i guess i can't blame the bus captain who drives his tortoise bus and the "act of nature; rain"

i only can say 我 LAN LAN.

ahh yes YOG in 9 days. hope its gonna be a memorable experience! (:

F_Your_L NP committee =D

Thursday, 29 July 2010

FTWorld

i feel like i'm tasting my own medicine, tell me where is the flaw in me







snap me out of this!!!!!

blendering emotions

Wednesday, 28 July 2010

):

need someone to be my listening ear ):

no one to turn to, is this the feeling of hopelessness and loneliness?

Friday, 25 June 2010

怖い =/

sigh.. holiday is ending this sun, the busy sch life is coming back to haunt me -_-. oh yea 怖い is scary in japanese. why 怖い? the human behavior is to be credited.

i am wondering is christians really prohibited to watching porn like my malay friends not eating meat? if it is true then i have no comments to it, but if that person still chooses to watch it at his own free will then pls... keep those nasty comments you said to me to your own fucking religion. i'm not anti-religion or anything, i only want to rant out this feeling of mine that was kept inside for quite sometime.

jia na!=]

Thursday, 17 June 2010

HOLIDAY!!!

yup!!! this holiday is one that i really need. haha. in the past holidays i have, i only think as "ai ya just another holiday to relax" but this holiday i needed it badly. well it because i "gei kiang" go for OIP(Oversea Immersion Programme) for 6 weeks. come back sch reopens and its another 7 weeks of schooling. a total of 13 weeks, damn sian. . . thats why this 2 weeks break is the sweetest and most needed one. lmao. in addition it fell during the FIFA WORLD CUP 2010! WOO HOO! can sleep in late, wake up late, watch soccer. all these elements just make me feel that i am living in a wonderland :O

finished a couple of homework. but still got alot more to do -_-

oh well. gotta see tmr's mood-dddddddddddddd again. heh!

jia na!

Monday, 24 May 2010

Give me chance, please

LOL! today is yet another long day for the start of the week. gonna be in school from 9am to 8pm. =/ haha the title is actually a random title. just to tease myself. today my clique kept finding fault with me.

eg. i told my friend the wrong homework qns to do. he kept yanking and yanking, he's actually joking. so in return i told him he did not give me chance to redeem myself. i think today is graduation day for ngee ann therefore the canteens are empty today. <3 the short queues (:

alright i betta go study my jap test and finish up the assignment =/

jia na!=]

Thursday, 6 May 2010

BIRD DAY! (:

OOOO finally another update. yup! once again today is my birthday! hahaha. i actually felt happy that it wasn't like last year's where by i kind of let everyone know that i am the birthday boy today. keeping it low; shaking hands with close friends and wishing you happy birthday is the best thing for me. anw today was totally awesome. no attention seeking activities. just a firm hand shake by friends of mine. hahah. but sch wasn't pleasant. i got 2 quizzes; math and a diploma plus module. confirm not going to fare well for both. =/

oh well.. gonna buck up for that. time for me to do mugging. cya!

jia na!=]

Sunday, 25 April 2010

brand new sem

Woo! damn long nvr blog already. Yes i am finally back from Wuhan. that 6 weeks in china i cannot say i wasted it. i did learn alot of things besides acadamic studies. so much so much more things! Lets take one example; "T-H-I-N-K which means have to go thru that brain of yours before doing something."

week 1 of year 2 sem 1 is no joke. there are so many modules to tackle not forgetting my japanese -_- everyday's lessons ends at 4-5pm and it starts at 9 or 8 =/

just need to endure and its going to over soon!!!! (:

alright i gtg do some mugging

jia na!=]

Monday, 29 March 2010

a night that i will never forget

well.. tonight's incident is going to be an experience that i would never forget. lol too bad ah boy never see my bark sai (:

Monday, 22 March 2010

sorry folks i cant upload the pictures ): you may want to msn me cl gg for my weekly journals (:

Sunday, 7 March 2010

SH(straw hat) Wuhan Journal PART ONE

Day 1(2/3/10):

After reaching Wuhan airport the first thing that came to my mind is the temperature is super cold! I was shivering my way to the waiting point for the coaches to arrive. After standing and shivering for more than 30 mins we were finally guided to where the coaches are. I feel that they should at least let us wait in the arrival hall rather than leaving us in the cold. I am sure in Singapore there will be airport personnel holding walkie talkie to help with tourist holding up the area. While looking back at the airport neither was there airport personnel nor security guard to guide us. I felt that Singapore is much more tourist oriented. Boarded the bus and headed to Wuhan University. Singaporeans were to experience this in china especially during tour holiday. I am sure they will be really unhappy. In addition, standing in the cold weather to wait for the bus is going to agitate them. Especially elderly are around. To break the misunderstanding maybe the tour guide or an announcement can be made to inform tourist that they may be a delay in bus arrivals.

I have a question for myself. If in the future I was to bring my whole family for a tour to china at around this time. Will I be able to control my emotions

Day 2(3/3/10):

Woke up and had a refreshing morning bath. After a long wait for our lecture and instruction to be given out we headed to canteen 2 for breakfast. Excited about buying my first china breakfast but I was greeted with sheer disappointment. Why do I say that? Lets start off when I was queuing up for my breakfast. I found it long so I went to get some drinks. I queued from the start and finally reached the lady to serve me. I told my orders and she replied by saying it will be ready in a minute. But a few seconds later someone came in and said their orders. She instantly forgot my orders and prepared their orders. Not only that the person behind person that ordered she also got it done, forgetting mine. Was furious I went away to get my breakfast. I think people in Singapore will not do that as they will be reprimanded by the people queuing behind and moreover the person who is serving you will never forget your order and serving consumer before you. I hope I can get use to it as soon as possible. After which we had we did shopping for our necessities and lunch. Along the way we chanced upon a phone shop. I particularly like the service by the young lady. She answered all the queries with an excellent attitude. Even though after shopping all our necessities and went back to the same shop and served us with professional services. Looking forward to tomorrow’s exploring the campus. We went back to hostel to rest for the night. I had a taste of the food at the road side stall and it was marvelous. Looking forward to exploring the campus.

I have uncovered work ethics. Example if close friends of mine were to be in this trip. I am sure we will create a chaos at the drink stall by distracting her or by speaking another language like English that she does not understand.

Day 3(4/4/10):

Woke up late today at around 8.45am. why? Because last night I woke up just to clear my stomach. I guess the last meal I ate from the roadside food store created a chaos in my stomach. Today we went to the canteen early and got really warm and tasty breakfast. I got a meat bun, a man tou(plain bun) and a cup of cooked noodle. To top it off a warm cup of warm water! Shortly after the meal we had to assemble and our lecture gave us a tour around the campus and even showed us our classroom. Before setting off for the tour, Dr tan(our lecture in-charge) told us that there will be a ice breaker among our ME division. In the end his ice break was “you guys talk among yourselves” I was speechless. Well I guess you have to take the initiative to approach the others then. The tour around the campus was a wonderful experience. I particularly like those short sentence nailed onto the wall. Example “the love of money is root to all evil by some guy” it is a short sentence but holds strong meanings behind it. Words like these in campus I think will at least impact some of the students. After which it was free time. We headed to a shopping district similar to Singapore’s orchard road but it is way bigger. We did shopping again but I’m not the one doing the shopping. I found out that the customer services are really excellent. They attend to you immediately every time you ask them about the items. The other thing that I really appreciate is “welcome!” coming out from the sales person even though you only go in to do window shopping. From my past experience shopping in Singapore you could hardly hear “welcome!” from the sales person. Sometimes when you have too much questions to ask, the sales person may get agitated and neglect you. In addition there was a china man in a shoe shop choosing a pair of shoes that will fit him perfectly. The sales girl not only answered his doubts she even went to the extra mile by running to the main shop to get the shoe which she felt it suits him best. If it were to be a must to practice such things I think typical Singaporeans will grumble or may even quit after a few months of working. I think the only way to get the understand is Singaporeans have to understand by doing so, more people will come to patronize their shop which in return more tourist will be attracted to Singapore to spend more. Thus the salaries will increase. We continued our exploration of the big shopping mall and chanced upon a magic shop. I bought a magic accessories and a 75L bag pack. We dined at a local fast food stall and went back to hostel.

I have uncovered consumer behavior and work ethics.

In conclusion with sheer determination, you can overcome any obstacle.

Day 4(5/3/2010):

We woke up pretty late because the weather forecast for today will be raining. On the other hand today is also another day of free and easy day for us. This means we are free to do what we want at our own pace. I got up at 11+ am. After the other bunk mate of mine, woke up. We got to the canteen to grab some lunch. To our surprise it was so pack and we went to the streets. We headed to a shop selling dumpling. After which we came back to bunk to finish up our learning journal till dinner.

Day 5(6/3/2010)

We set out for the city late because we were waiting for other friends to wake up. We got to the nearest shopping mall, a 20-30 minutes taxi ride. At that time it was already 4+ in the evening, we decided to get our dinner and an exchange a faulty goods we bought the day before. After which we got to a local fast food store to fill our hungry stomach. This is where when a consumer flared up when he food he ordered have not come after a long time. Everyone turned their heads to look at him. That is where the interesting part comes. When a consumer in Singapore got frustrated when the food has not come, the Singaporean will call the waiter for the problem that caused the delay. On the other hand, the china consumer shouted for the waiter. The similarity is the professionalism that both the waiter possesses, the china waiter calmly walks to the frustrated Chinese consumer to tell him that the order was forgotten and the Chinese consumer was assured that his food will be ready in a minute. Given the same scenario in the fast food, I am sure that the conflict will be resolved when each understands the reason behind it. I have discovered work ethics and social behavior. We walked around the mall to digest our food and headed back to hostel for the day.

In conclusion if everyone were to be able to control their emotions it will be a better place to live in.

Day 6(7/3/10)

We decided to delicate today as our rest day after days of shopping in the city. We rest in the bunk till evening. At round 6 to 7 in the evening we left the hostel for dinner at a nearby muslim food. Once again the service is power packed. The food was fast, delicious and the waiter was never a doubt. He is kind, patient and his memory is a wonder. You and add last minute orders and he still remembers. From the way he adds the garnishes and serving the food. I can see that he is very diligent, even under such cold weather. I am wondering if I were to be in his situation, will I be able to do as perfect as how he does. I can give you a define answer, I cannot do it. My biggest weakness is I am unable to survive the cold temperature wearing only a long sleeve and my biggest enemy is my huge water consuming ability. Without water for 3 hours I will be like a fish being thrown out of the tank, gasping for oxygen. After which we went to those road side stores to get some finger tips. Got back to the hostel and here I am doing up my journal.

I am still wondering of teenagers of Singapore will be able to do a better job than the muslim food stall’s waiter.

I have uncovered work ethics.

Thursday, 18 February 2010

year one *over*!

woots after friday my year one sem is over!!!! (: happy, delight, joyful, any word that can describe "happy"! my maths paper was A-B-L-E to do. first time in my life i feel that i can overcome this *maths is damn hard* mentality! SBS!!! before heading to maths paper i actually lost my phone when on the bus. i only realise it when i was walking along the common corridor to sch. while walking and walking i felt my pants pocket(normally there will be something hitting against my leg while walking) and it was empty!!!! lost and frantic i searched my pockets to confirm and bag. DARN NO NOKIA PHONE IN ANY WHERE. time check and i'm late for exam. rushed up to exam venue. told myself to 暂时 forget my phone and concentrate on my paper.

took a brief glance of the paper before working on it. to my surprised all the predicted qns i predict came out!!! super happy. doing the right exam papers is god darn crucial. near to finishing the paper i panic about my phone. told the mother and got a nice scolding. great! (Y)

yi chun (sec sch friend) saved me by instructing me to send a sms to my lost phone to tell the person who found it call my home no. not giving up on that lost phone. i asked the bus driver how to get help. kind uncle told me to go bukit panjang bus interchange to get help. if you're guessing the bus number and you're right its "75". ji tao sian ji bua upon hearing need to go bukit panjang. reached home and the yanking never stops

"why put in pocket! , get a strap next time, why so careless, cannot find back liao la" parents

THEN~ while in the mist of dota-ing the house phone rang. "hello, i found your phone" WOOOO on the spot HIGH AH~ damn happy. though its a phone that i dislike due to its short battery life span but it holds sentimental feelings. close to 3 years of using this chap. longest phone i hold with me.

AND TODAY I WENT TO PICK UP MY LONG LOST BUD!!!!
SI BEI SONG BODOH~

okay its time for my weekend korean drama addiction.

jia na!=]

ps: from 锦衣卫. “有希望是幸福的” so true!!!! (:

Sunday, 7 February 2010

i am speechless

this post is specially for my elder sister and brother of mine.

good points about my sister of mine.
-she sure is the best sister of mine who dotes me than anyone else in the family.
-she and her bf(now husband) is always my listening year and my maths teacher.
there is no doubt that i am grateful and respect her the most. she is the one whom i will cherish the most when i grow old. if there were to be anything happened i will be the first to help her even if i were to make some sacrifices.

bad points
i thought i finally had a room of mine that i can start planning what i want for and do some real tidying
BUT
-when i found out that 98% of her things are still in the room! the wardrobe, the cupboards, the study table of mine. MOST of the things are hers!
-the wardrobe: there is only one clothes hanger for me to hang all my clothes, the rest are her's the worst part is the door i could not even open the sliding door fully! if you were to force it through which is possible, you will be left with scratch marks which makes you regret.
-of all the cupboards i only put 3 things : a portable hard disk of mine, a belt and a "luffy pirate ship" the rest are hers. i was even left with a locked cupboard.
-maybe her in-law's home is too small to store her things or she has really no time to come and take her belongings away.
-the only things that i am grateful is the study table, at least i can do some serious studying even though her things are around.

i hope jie jie will find some time to keep my things.

next.. my brother

good points:
-he is a great parnter when playing games eg: WoW, dota, WC3, etc
-he treated me to a nice jap dinner recently, which i have no idea why
-he really took good care of me when i was very young. i really appreciate that.

bad points:
i have no idea what happened between us. in the past we used to be really close, regular hang out weekends for dinner, playing games we enjoyed: WC3 standard game & dota.

but, recently when he started playing WoW, back to church, brought back a gf. WOW we really distanced alot from each other.

take today's incident as an exmaple:
gf came to our house in the late morning, i think they did some *behind the close door* stuff. i could hear his gf making noice even though i put on those earphones which blocks surrounding noises. when we were going for lunch he really make those fucking cold and lame jokes. his jokes like to use man's private parts and his actions; its like is he trying to catch attention or what. he acted cute, giving those childish faces, purposely avoiding his gf when she said some things.

is he trying to tell me that having a gf is a blessing? trying to show off how close he and his gf are? if he is he has achieved it. his actions sometimes really disgust me _|_

during lunch he told his gf that he do not have to go for a soccer match due to enough ppl. but when i was doing some ironing of my clothes, he actually packed his soccer boots. at that moment i was "WOW i was like you do not have to go for soccer match right?" in my mind. leaving those chores to me when i have an exam tmr.


Woots that quite an amount i wrote. i have no idea why am i doing this, perhaps like what my poly friends said i'm pampered? i'm a whinner? or maybe my tolerance level is critically low. i'm utterly disappointed with myself. i think i'm some problematic kid. LMAO..

Come on someone give me a big slap to wake me up or give me lesson

got to hurry up mop the floor and cont with my studies..

Jia na!=]

Thursday, 28 January 2010

I love this post!

It's being a while since the last post but i have only a few things to say.





What understanding parents i've gotten _|_

seriously if i were to get a job when i've gotten old.
1st to do list: MOVE OUT or RENT a place. if any of my siblings were to ask me where i'm gonna stay? i'll just reply "go and take care of your parents". SUCKERS! _|_

simply love this~ post =D oh and don't be too surprised.... i had enough of these bias SHITS

Sunday, 3 January 2010

I love trains ._.

LOL i got the title from youtube. its called asdfmovie. damn lame and hilarious. how i chance a upon? when i went to youtube home page to find "Because of you"

well its really sad that holidays are ending tonight 2 weeks is really fast. i'm a greedy man so i would say i did not enjoy my holiday fully. lol

hope tmr will be a great start to start 2010 in sch. Beautiful lady luck pls smile tmr!

jia na!=]